Friday, October 11, 2013

How the GoK can make the One Laptop per Child (OLAP) Project successful

Change Management Process a Case Study of One Laptop per Child (OLAP) Project
Background
In any country’s general election, politicians make many promises to the citizens during the campaign period in an effort to woo them for votes. In Kenya this is not any different. During the last general election campaign period, the Jubilee coalition also known as ‘UHURUTO’ traversed the country and one of their most catching promise was introduction of laptop project in lower primary school where every class one child would be issued with a laptop in an effort to impact technology early in the development stages of the children. Many people opposed to Jubilee Coalition criticized this promise and dismissed it as just another campaign tool and strategy that would die immediately the campaign period was over and probably be used in the next general election campaigns. On March 4th 2013 Kenyans went to the polls and Jubilee Coalition won and consequently formed the government.
The government through the President Uhuru Kenyatta himself has reiterated that the project will be implemented as promised and is due to start from January 2014. To prove the commitment, 17 Billion Kenya shillings was allocated for the program in the 2013/2014 budgetary allocation presented in parliament by the finance cabinet secretary in June this year.
The One Laptop per Child (OLPC) is an education initiative program developed to issue new low cost laptop computers to hundreds of millions of children from the age of 4 years around the world in both developed and developing countries in the world to introduce technology to the young minds early in the developing stage of the children. This will provide seamless integration of ICTs in teaching, learning and management of education the main focus being enhancement and support of the teaching and learning process (Pedagogy).
With the technology, children can learn to read, speak and write early and quickly and also nature their innovative minds early in life. It also allows primary school students early access to computer skills and computer science understanding while expanding their knowledge on specific subjects like Science, Mathematics, languages and Social Sciences through online research or content hosted on servers.
The project will also complement the low ratio of teachers to pupils in impoverished countries and help the pupils cover the school curriculum even with the reported high rate of teachers’ absenteeism in schools. This project will be a major transformation in the education sector in Kenya and a fundamental step towards the building of a knowledge based economy as stipulated in Kenya’s Vision 2030.
According to Nicholas Negroponte the founder of the One Laptop per Child initiative, the overall project goal is to put a learning tool in the hands of children, assume an intelligent, creative, curious user who will interact with the machine and possibly do unexpected things with it and provide tools for creation of media, documents, programs, and previously unimagined innovations.
The project has attracted a lot of criticism from many quotas in Kenya from teachers, parents the technology community, the political opposition parties and the larger public many saying that this is an expensive undertaking coming at a time when the country is facing many other social and economic challenges that should be given a higher priority.
OLPC Criticism
The major criticism that is facing the project includes;
Lack of supporting infrastructure to guarantee successful running of the computer classes in many schools in the rural areas for example access to electricity and internet connectivity. Majority of the schools have dilapidated classrooms and other amenities, not to mention some extreme cases where learning takes place under the trees. The forces against the project have dismissed the program maintaining that there is no point of giving students laptops when their schools have other more pressing needs.
Lack of capacity among the teachers is another hurdle. There are very few teachers who are computer-literate and can use a computer leave alone use it as a teaching gadget. The gap in technical expertise to troubleshoot and repair the computers when they break down has also been forwarded as a point to review the program.
The project has also been dismissed many saying it is a wrong timing for such an ambitious initiative. There are other pressing matters that can be dealt with instead of throwing away money in an impractical project. For example, many have said the money allocated for the project should instead be used in jobs creation for the youths, improving the healthcare or paying the striking teachers or at least first hire more teachers if at all this is a matter of enhancing education.
The major criticism of the OLPC project is the teachers’ view of the program as an initiative to replace them with the gadgets. In the just ended teachers strike in demand for higher pay, there was high indication of how much skeptical the teachers are on the project yet they are the ones relied on for the successful implementation.
From the onset, it seems the project will have to undergo major hurdles and resistance in the implementation and requires clear and sound change management leadership for its successful implementation.
Change Management
Change is the process of improving the performance and position of a person, organization or sector by moving from a current state to a future state and changing how work is done. A strategic change decision is made at the strategic level and is aimed at transforming the industry from its current situation to a better state usually perceived to be a better position for the organization which makes it gain a competitive advantage over the rivals (Bridges, 2003). Changes may include cost reduction strategies, production cuts, and staff lay-offs which in many cases bring about process changes.
Change management is a set of processes employed to ensure that significant changes are implemented in a controlled and systematic manner. It is the approach of shifting or transitioning individuals, teams, organizations or an industry from a current state to a desired future state (Peters, 2006). It is the process and tools; such as communications, sponsorship, coaching, training and resistance management plan for addressing the people side of change. Change management is not an event but rather a process of helping individuals understand, internalize and support a change. Sometimes change management refers to a project management process or stage where changes to a project are formally introduced and approved.
One major goal of change management is the alignment of people and culture with strategic shifts in the industry to overcome resistance to change in order to increase engagement and the achievement of the change’s goal for effective transformation (Kotter, 2006). Achieving sustainable change begins with a clear understanding of the current state of the organization, followed by the implementation of appropriate and targeted strategies. According to Shaffer & Thomson (1999), the focus of change management is on the outcome the change will produce; the new arrangements that must be understood.
A comprehensive change management strategy should lead to the desired objectives and create a sense of ownership, enable sustained and measurable improvement and build capability to respond to future changes.
Change Management Process that Government through the Ministry of Education should take
For the One Laptop per Child project to be successful and gain support from all the stake holders, the Government through the Ministry of Education should put more emphasis and effort in the change management process. This will assist in reducing the resistance that is currently facing the project and have more driving force that support the change exceed the restraint forces that are against the change. Qualified, skilled and experienced project managers should identified to lead the change.
According to (Whitten, 2010), any change initiatives should be recommended by the change management leader. Although the change management leader or specialist performs as a key role in change initiatives, this person normally does not have people supervisory responsibilities. In this perspective, a board or a Transformation Committee and a strong cross functional project management unit should be set in the Education Ministry to oversee the OLPC program and work closely with the consultants to deliver the objectives of the program. The Project Management Unit would coordinate with rest of the stakeholders for any necessary input in order to deliver the desired results at the conclusion of the project.  Modalities that would minimize disruptions to the curriculum during the project should also be put in place by this team. The expectation would be that the project would result in operational controls that would lead to efficiency and cost reduction in implementation.
Many change management processes exist and can be used in managing the OLPC project. For example Kurt Lewin’s three phases change process through which the change agent can proceed before the planned change becomes part of the education system can be used.
The process starts with the unfreezing phase. This is the stage where the change agents or the project management unit set up should unfreeze forces that maintain the status quo to reveal the drawbacks of the present education system. The people should become discontented and aware of the need to change. This is very critical because before the OLPC change can occur, people must believe the change is needed. The Government should establish a clear communication channel with all the stakeholders to be able to convince them the need for this change. Campaigns, public awareness forums and seminars should be rolled out all over the country to sensitize the teachers, the parents and the students of the benefits of the program.
As a project manager or the change agent of the OLPC program, the guiding principles in the initial phase should be having a plan for the project implementation and being prepared to adapt the plan if the outcomes at different stages show this to be necessary, having the  senior management or leadership support which is essential for the success of a project, but recognizing that change will come from bottom up, setting objectives and assigning them to project teams and congratulating the team when each objective is achieved while keeping improvement is an ongoing process and finally recognizing that a plan for introducing change and monitoring the effects of the change is important, but gaining commitment of people is vital in the success of a project.
This stage corresponds to John Kotter’s stage of creating urgency for change. The Ministry of Education through the project management unit should start an honest discussion, and give dynamic and convincing reasons to get people talking and thinking about the project. This can be done by organizing study trips for teachers’ representative to schools in Kenya that have already implemented similar projects like NEPAD E-School in Kikambala Primary School and Moi Avenue Primary School Nairobi, ACE in 23 Primary Schools at Coast Province, Camara NGO Open Source in Primary Schools in Mombasa and Kilifi counties, E-reader in 60 Schools in Bungoma, Kisumu and environs. Lessons learnt in other countries that have already implemented the project for example Rwanda, Ethiopia, Indonesia, Brazil should be used as reference. This can work as motivation and strengthen the government argument which will help in changing the attitudes.
Communication as a tool should be the greatest asset that the government should use in this stage. Early communication and consultation, while the change implementation is still in the planning stage, assists in getting people interested and prepared to participate in the change process. The greatest failing of the government from the start of this project has been the lack of communication of what the plan really is, in a comprehensive manner. This single factor has probably been the greatest contributor to the skepticism and resistance the government has received to this project. The project could be a good plan, but without communicating it, people are left to speculate. To be successful, a change management process must include an effective communication strategy of the vision for the project. A good and workable communication plan should be implemented.
The change agent should have a clear understanding that all stakeholders must have opportunities to express their views and attitudes as part of the planning process. A lot of improvement is about changing mindsets. It is about having the tools, techniques and confidence to work with all stakeholders to try something that is different. It is about understanding the possibilities of thinking differently and aiming to make practical improvements that will be of benefit to the pupils, the teachers, the parents and the government as the major stakeholders of the project.
Any change process is faced with a certain level of resistance. In the second stage of Lewin’s process which is movement or change phase, the project manager should identify, plan, and implements appropriate strategies that will ensure that forces supporting change exceed the forces resisting change. Recognizing, addressing, and overcoming the OLPC resistance and criticism may be a lengthy process. Professor Whitten advises that an outside specialist is sometimes recommended to deal with the people perspective of change to minimize employee resistance and engagement. This person coaches sponsors, stakeholders and forefront supervisors into delivering project change plans (Whitten, 2010). For this reason, it is important to value high-ranked employees like school headmasters who are in support of the project and help influence the rest of the staff.
Any change of a system, human behavior, or the perceptions, attitudes, and values underlying the change takes time. Therefore, the OLPC project should be gradual to allow installation of the necessary infrastructure, training teachers and technicians and setting up a good environment for the introduction of the computers. Enough time should also be allowed for those involved to be fully assimilated in the change. The vision of the leaders is also very important for planning and implementing the strategies.
It might therefore be a good idea to begin with a pilot project. The Government can for example use schools or counties that are already enthusiastic about implementing the OLPC both in rural and urban areas and take a few lessons from it. This will increase the chances of success and pave the way for a positive and broader rollout. The pilot or trial will highlight any barriers to the project as well as provide valuable learning in successful implementation strategies. The information and outcomes achieved from a pilot can re-define the approach used in implementing the project in the rest of the schools in an even better way. The purpose of conducting the pilot project should be clarified with the team and all stakeholders involved before commencement and should be run to assess the best method of implementation and not to determine if the project will go ahead.
The purpose of this phase should be to make sustainable improvements to the project implementation and performance. It is during this pilot implementation phase where the project manager and the project team should monitor the project generated short term wins, consolidate the gains to produce more change and anchor new approaches in the education culture. The key objectives of lessons learnt here should be used to prepare and agree the country wide rollout of the OLPC project implementation, resource plans and deliver tailored communication to all the stakeholders that will ensure they all understand by now the need for the change. The challenges faced in delivery of computer classes should also be used to prepare and train all the teachers on training using computers, develop structures, manage concerns and conflicts as soon as they arise, and ensure the planned benefits are achieved by reviewing the impact of the project.
For individual level change management, Prosci a renowned researcher in change management introduced Change Management Methodology called ADKAR model (Prosci, 2009). The project management unit can apply this model for stakeholders individual change management where 5 stages (Awareness, Desire, Knowledge, Ability and Reinforcement) are focused on.
In the first stage of awareness, one must define why the change is needed, the risk of not changing, why the change is currently proposed now instead of later, and what is currently wrong with the existing process. The OLPC project management unit must be able to create awareness amongst the teachers and stakeholders who will be involved in the transformational changes by holding focus group discussions to highlight the needs for the changes and to get their opinions. According to (Whitten, 2010), this is the phase where a leader will experience pro and con attitudes. This is also the stage to visually see who is pro-change or reluctant to the change presented.
The second stage is the desire phase where everyone is considered to have their own personal view of the recommended change. So as a change the leader, the project management unit must instill the desire to change during this phase along with leaders’ participation. Unlike awareness stage, this phase focuses more on the expected questions of how the change will directly benefit the affected persons or will it be a threat to their status quo. The management should therefore communicate the expected benefits of the changes to the involved persons.
Knowledge is the third stage. Through communication, the change management team should deliver the needed knowledge to stakeholders, so that they may perform change as well as sustain it. This phase includes training in skills as well as behavior. Training must include both technical and nontechnical dimensions especially in OLPC which is an IT project that will typically change the teaching processes and practices which can become barriers to achieving project goals such as scope, costs, and quality. Workshops and tutorials in using the technology should be incorporated. The teachers should also be informed about the increase of responsibility and accountability in their duties at this stage to change their belief that the project has come to replace them.
The fourth stage of personal change management process is the ability to implement the change. This includes displaying the ability to achieve the intended level of performance for the change. The teachers should be given the responsibility of implementing, monitoring and controlling the OLPC changes in their respective schools, with the focus being reduction of costs, growth in value and gaining greater acceptability.
The last stage is reinforcement where overall success should be noted along with sustaining the new processes and resistance. The project management team should engage in effective communication and dialogue with all the stakeholders involved in the project to ensure that the resistance is reduced.
 For the project team to be able to review the results of the individual change management and overall OLPC piloting, the project management unit should lay out evaluation strategies to ensure the involved teachers and schools have a clear channel for communicating the results to the management, capturing, recording and communicating lessons learnt to the broader change management team and other useful information for future changes in the project. Clear ways of capturing best practice approaches for future reference and to ensure performance objectives are maintained and the process continues to improve should also be in place.
If the pilot project does not produce the expected results, then the first stage should be revisited and planning should start afresh with the lessons learnt in mind and as a foundation of the new strategies.
Finally, the project can be rolled out in the entire country preceded by preparing a conducive environment from the lessons learnt from the pilot project. This may take a long time due to the resources required. The role of the project managers in clarifying direction is even more important during the country wide implementation. It is the role of the direct supervisor to translate the change around the team into clear identifiable outcomes and expectations for individual roles. These outcomes need to be managed and supported throughout the change process. If anything, managers need to communicate more and meet more frequently with their team members and stakeholders during times of change to ensure efforts stay focused and constructive towards the new education system vision.
The last stage in change process according to (Lewin, 2000) is refreezing. This is the stage where the industry once again becomes stable (Syque 2007). The change management should keep a keen eye to see when the changes are taking shape and the stakeholders have embraced the new way of teaching using the laptops and use this as a sign that the change is ready to refreeze.  Otherwise, the team should not be so quick to celebrate success.
The refreeze stage also should be used to help people and the country to internalize or institutionalize the changes.  This means making sure that the OLPC project is incorporated into everyday pupils learning both at home and at school. The pupils should be allowed to try new things with the gadgets, teach their parents and other siblings, play games with other children and be allowed to feel comfortable using the laptops at all times.  With this new sense of stability, everyone will feel confident and comfortable with the new ways of teaching.
As part of the refreezing process, the managers should make sure the country celebrates the success of the change.  This helps people to enjoy success, thanking them for enduring a painful time, and helping them believe that future change will be successful and we as a country can transform the country to a developed nation through technology.
Recommendations
The Government should start advocating for the OLPC project. A committee to steer the project should be setup led by able, experienced change managers to act as the change agents. All stakeholders should be identified and fully involved in the project including cabinet secretaries in the concerned Ministries led by the Ministry of Education, teachers, students and parents, vision 2030 management team among others. Leaders across the board should also be involved including ICT champions, technology community, digital content providers, NGOs who are implementing similar projects and other countries that have already implemented similar projects. The change committee should identify the most appropriate change model to use that will see resistance reduced and ensure a successful project at the end.
The Government should also commit enough funds to lay infrastructure required for smooth implementation of this project. Electricity, internet connection and security, capacity building by training teachers and the laptop technicians should be a priority. The digitization and development of education content should also be underway.
Conclusion
ICT is undisputedly a key driver of knowledge-based economy. In the Vision 2030, one of the goals for Kenya’s development and improvement in educational quality and increased use of ICT might be addressed by an implementation of OLPC in Kenya. The project will address access to quality education and opportunities for all students both in rural and urban Kenya as stipulated in the constitution and at a cheaper cost. This will propel Kenya from a Least Developed Country to a middle-income economy; and therefore these reforms need to happen sooner rather than later.
However, it must be noted that implementation of any significant change process usually succeeds or fails because of the leadership of that change process. The role of the leadership in clarifying direction is important during times of change. It is the role of the management to translate the change around the team into clear identifiable outcomes and expectations for individual roles. These outcomes need to be managed and supported throughout the change process. If anything, managers need to communicate more and meet more frequently with their team members during times of change to ensure all stakeholders’ efforts stay focused and constructive towards the new change vision.






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Wednesday, February 20, 2013

So why did @UKenyatta pull out of the 2nd and most anticipated Presidential Debate?

The Digital Team, Jubilee Presidential Candidate Uhuru Kenyatta has pulled out of the 2nd and final Presidential Debate expected to take place on coming Monday the 25th February 2013. With Kenyans eagerly awaiting for the second round of the debate to see how their candidates will fare, many have been taken by surprise by this announcement and have expressed their diverse views in the social media some citing "Chickening out".
In a letter addressed to the the Presidential Debate 2013 Organizing Committee and Secretariat by The National Alliance (TNA) party, several reasons for the pull out have been cited including unfair treatment of Uhuru Kenyatta especially on the ICC issue and biasness of the debate moderators. Other issue of concern is the bad time management and the long hours candidates spent standing which left them in unnecessary fatigue.
The letter however ends by the Jubilee Campaign Team quoting their readiness to meet with members of the Presidential Debate Organizing Committee to discuss these concerns and maybe reiterate their stand. Its our high hope that the two teams will come into a consensus.
Here is the TNA Letter to the Presidential Debate 2013 Organizing Committee:




Monday, December 31, 2012

Memories of my 2012




Adios 2012, your memories will last forever

New Year
I am not sure whether I should outline my 2012 happenings chronologically or start with the positives and end with the not so good events, or vice versa. When I was young, not like I am very old now, we used to go herding in the forest with fellow village boys and carried sugarcanes with us to see the long day away sweetly and sometimes use the long canes as herd sticks; boys will be boys! But not the entire sugarcane is sweet, therefore, we used start with the upper side that is not as sweet and end with the root side that has all the sugariness concentration. I am tempted to follow that; start with the negatives as I tend to the positive but the former sounds better.
It is January 1st 2012, 0000 hrs. I was woken up by the screams, ululations and all kind of horrible noises from drunkards who had reserved their last sobriety to welcome the New Year. There were cheers using bottles of alcohol of all manners and names. I joined in but was so paralyzed I broke mine splashing everyone around with its content. But it was jubilation, “ancestors have blessed your year”, one boozer shouted. There was Nyam Chom on the table; we feasted like it was the last for the whole New Year. The next minute I was being woken up by my friends. It was time to go home just before dawn caught us in the club (the morning light is believed to multiply the intoxication). One of my pals boarded a matatu to the opposite direction. He refused to tell us when he returned and how far he went.  I don’t remember who paid my fare home; all I remember is giving someone my room key to open the door for me. I then slept for more than 30 hours waking up on 2nd January around 6.00PM with deadly pangs of hunger. I stayed for 8 good months without touching that thing again.

Love
Valentine’s Day, February 14th. I am very single, lonely but trying. I wasn’t sure whether this lady was into me as I was into her. Talk of receiving mixed signals. But I had to try my luck, I suggested lunch out together. Not taking NO for an answer, I tried dinner but the same “polite” answer came. I was so frustrated. I had not paid rent and it was mid-month, reserving the cash for the day, talk of having priorities right! I went and paid the rent, the fine consumed the last penny I had. That night I slept hungry, wishing the red roses were sukumawiki. The next day I trekked to campus for lack of bus fare, to sit for a CAT I had not revised for! But I had my pockets and wallet full of lessons! There are no mistakes in life, only lessons..
March 24th, it was a Saturday. This is one day I will never forget. I had not given up on my dream, and I was not about to. Not in the near future. She came visiting, and like any wise “gentleman” would do I took the opportunity. Yes, they say it doesn’t knock twice. But I had to be sure that I wasn’t engaging in a battle of guns armed with sticks; or merely chasing the wind. There is nothing that humiliates me more than rejection, that’s one of my weaknesses. I wasn’t prepared to undergo one at this point, so like an astrologist, I had read the signs. I was almost certain, almost. You know, with ladies you are never fully certain.
When the right time came, that time when I had gathered enough courage, when adrenaline was at its pinnacle, when I knew it would take me 4 miles away running non-stop at 50KPH if I was to be rejected….. I asked! There was a moment of silence, I cannot recall what was happening or what was going through my mind. But the answer I was waiting for came! Thanks Heavens, my heart almost stopped after skipping several beats, my hands were shaking, thanks Lord I didn’t have the glass of juice in my hands, my eyes started sweating (men don’t cry). I was lost of words. All I remember is a big hug that lasted more than 10 minutes and later a kiss that sent paralyzing chills down my spine, formed a chain that bound our hearts synchronizing our heart beats. We were one. It was the beginning of a new life. Nothing I had ever imagined before. Power of love. Thanks Lilian my sweetheart. I love you, I cherish you, always and forever.

Caught of guard
April came knocking, it’s all over the news. They had discovered oil exactly where KICC stands and gold at parliament buildings! Kenya is gonna achieve its vision 2030 by 2017, I whispered to myself. But why at parliament buildings? We have vultures there. But we got the power come next General Election, I assured myself. Then comes twitter, RT “Safaricom shops are selling all iPhones and laptops at only 1000 shillings”. I had 850 shillings. I had to borrow 200 shillings somewhere, anywhere. 150 to make the required 1k, and 50 for fare from KU to town. I didn’t care about fare back, I would walk. But again there was my final year project to defend the same day. What a day full of turns and twists this was. Then from nowhere it hits me it was April 1st, fool’s day! 

8-4-4 = 0
April 21, I finished my final bachelor’s degree exam paper. 8-4-4 system was over, mathematically I had 0 zero of the system now. It was around 10.00am, I had an interview at 10.30am at Purshottam Place, Westlands road. It could not take me less than one hour to Museum Hills, it wasn’t possible with the Thika road construction underway and the long walk between KU Engineering Building to the gate, a stretch that takes an average of 30 minutes. But all in all I decided to present myself, it is better late than never. I SMSed the interviewer telling her that I would be a little bit late, and the valid reasons. I arrived at 12.05PM, the interview started immediately, I was still panting, had no time to compose myself. The interview was the toughest I had ever been to. I left the place regretting why I had wasted my time and fare. Nkt!
Tarmacking Cut Short
April 23, I am gazing at my phone, waiting for an MPESA message, a friend was to settle some debt he owned me. I would then take some soft loan from another friend add it up to get transport to shagz. It was one year and one month, I had not been home for that entire period. I was packing a few clothes to see me the entire period I would be at home, I had planned to be in the countryside for one and a half month. The phone rung. A new number. It was the Westlands Company, I had been picked and was required to go sign the contract and start work on 1st of May. What a surprise! It was my first formal job.

Healed
June 8, I wake up with a very bad flu and promise myself that I will find time during the day and visit a clinic. I took a shower as usual in preparations for another day at work. I was getting tired so quickly. After dressing I had to take a rest, my breathing was heavy. I tried to take breakfast but I simply couldn’t. I started sweating, my chest was now paining, and breathing became more and more difficult. I decided to go to hospital first. My chest was almost exploding by the time I was doing the last step of the staircase from my room in first floor. Breathing was so much a task that one breath took almost 30 seconds. I remember saying a short prayer, “Lord, please do not take me away now”. It took me around 45 minutes to walk a distance of about 500 meters to Kahawa Wendani Hospital. I took about 5 rests, one at a shoe-shiner’s stand, who oblivious of my situation went ahead to polish my already shining shoes. I didn’t have the strength to explain to him my problem, I couldn’t utter a word. My mouth was entirely for breathing alone, so I slowly walked away when he was just about to start working on the second shoe. He did not utter a word, whatever went through his mind, I couldn’t guess at that time.
I reached the hospital, extremely exhausted, pale, and sweating profusely; I was emergency look alike by now, the true definition of emergency could be read in my whole body. I couldn’t talk, the nurses sensed it and I was immediately rushed to casualty room where they removed my jacket, shoes and belt. Some very cold mask was put over my nose, I later learned it is called a respirator. Both my arms were injected, I was then put into drip, that bottle that is hang upside down with a pipe and a syringe at the end that is inserted into a patient’s blood vessel somewhere on the wrist.  This was the scariest part of my life, I thought these were my last moments. But our God is a God of second chances. I left the hospital 7 hours later accompanied by my friends. God bless them.
June 10, after church service I pass through the hospital to have my last prescribed injection. The Television set at the receptionist has BREAKING NEWS in bold! A helicopter has crashed in Kibiko Forest Ngong. Professor George Saitoti, Joshua Orwa Ojedeh and five others are feared dead. Oh God! What a tragedy, what a loss to the entire nation. God rest their souls in eternal peace.

Graduation
December 14, 33rd KU Graduation. I am among the graduands. A happy moment indeed, for me, my family, my friends and the entire village. A time that one of my dreams was coming true. I wish one of my primary school teachers who had one day told me that I would never see the door of a university leave alone enter was here to see me prove him wrong. In my village very few people have gone through campus. I had all reasons to be proud of myself. From a nursery school kid who was always very happy to be position 31 out of 31 when every end term results were read, thinking that since 31 was the largest number then I was the best student, but wondered why the prizes went to those with the least; position 1,2 and 3. I thought maybe this was to encourage them to gain more positions like me.
Thanks be to God, my loving family, friends and HELB for seeing me through campus. And Google, Wikipedia…without them, research would have been very hard. 

Toa Sauti
December 22, along Nairobi-Sagana road. We are taking one of my boys to his in laws “kumenya mucii” to declare interest in their daughter. We are late, we are told that there is usually some fines for such faults like keeping the in laws waiting for long. The dowry can be very high. He is driving, we are trying to beat time, the Toyota Wish is making it at 120-140KPH. We are at Kenol Town in a record 30 minutes from Nairobi. The dual carriage ends and we enter the two way Nyeri road. Gibu is warned by his fiancĂ©e to slow down a bit, there was a motorcycle ahead (these guys are always crazy). The next minute I feel the car swerve once, twice, the third time Boom!! We were off the road, in a ditch, beating shrubs at a flying speed, missed an acacia tree by inches, and then came to a stop after almost 300 meters along the ditch. God had saved us. We had cheated death. Nobody was talking, crowd had started gathering. Cate the only lady in the vehicle; whom we were going to visit her parents in Embu was seated at the front. No one was speaking or moving, she couldn’t open her eyes, she thought we were all dead and she was the only survivor. But amazingly, we were all unhurt. Glory be to God. The Lord will protect you from all evil, Psalms 121:7. No one would have thought the vehicle would move again, the front bumper was nowhere to be seen, headlights, side mirrors were all broken, and one wheel was flat and the rim was about 10 inches submerged in the mud. Within 3 hours we were in the same vehicle, passing the scene, headed to Embu to see the in laws but at a very cautious speed.

X-Mas in Nairobi
Christmas, I can’t travel home to join my loved ones because I will be working over the festivity period, but will make it up to them and myself in the near future. In Kiambu County with my usual suspects, making merry, celebrating the birth of our Savior Jesus Christ, like it’s the birthday of one of us. Eating till the stomachs couldn’t take any more. Dancing the night away. Boxing Day, waking up at 12.00, maybe to avoid a punch on the face from those who take the day literally, feasting on the leftovers.
What a year this has been. With so many ups and downs, so many mistakes made and hopefully many lessons learned from them. Called so many names, including headless chicken, but that did not alter me from the path towards what I believed was right. So many dreams, few achieved and many more in the pipe. I will chase them till I catch up with them!
It’s a year I had high hopes from college, like everyone does. But life out here jerked me to reality, a rude shock. I had a dream to be driving by end of this year, but I was still living in a single room, where if I wanted to turn I had to leave the room first, turn and come back in the new position. At least I am enjoying my new place, where visitors don’t have to see my bed without a valid reason. I wanted to vie for county assembly representative in my village, but logistics could not work out. I wanted to open a business, my plans hit a snag in the last minutes. I thought I had completed my studies and it was time to get that 6 figure dream job, but a degree is like a driving license nowadays, I need to go back to class. I failed, failure is just but success turned inside out. I am ready to fail again till I figure it out and hit all my dreams. I am not giving up. Never!!
31st December, it is the last day of the year. I want to make a summary of the eventful memories of the year 2012. I sit on my bed, I pour out all I could remember, that ends up in this blog. I thank the Lord for bringing me this far, and thank Him more for the further He is taking me. May His name always be glorified!!

AMEN!!